Could it be phase?

Ok basically i was married tro a man before. got divorced at 26 yrs old. then i wound up getting a huge crush on this "Butch" chick i met. after her i have been so turned on by some butch women i meet. i dated one, fell in love & we made love, but it ended. my heart was a little bruised. then i wound up having crushes on like 3 at school. but today for some reason im just not into it anymore. am i having an off day or was it all a phase?